Tuition Dilemmas

My emotions are so jumbled up today.. and it's only 3pm!!

Firstly I was so happy okay.. last year I purchased a jigsaw puzzle (yes, I enjoy putting cardboard pieces together) and one piece went missing... and this morning my maid found it while vacuuming under the couch..it seemed that the jigsaw piece went into the couch and made it's way down to the bottom and today it felt like dropping out from the hole formed on the lining of my old battered couch.. like MAGIC you know! Appear after a year of jigsaw frustration...

Then I became curious when Christine's brother Benjamin sms me offering tuition for addmaths and physics.. I ignored it because I am attending a very expensive home tuition with Roshini already..

After that I got frustrated when I recieved an sms from Roshini.. her mother wants her to attend Benjamin's tuition because their house is nearer to hers and it's more convenient.. and that leaves me alone with the home tutor who charges RM35 per hour and that means I will have to pay RM420/month for Addmaths and Physics tuition seeing that my mum is working and she CAN'T send me anywhere...

Then I got more frustrated when I asked Benjamin how much he charges for home tutoring and he said RM50 per hour... and I think he is better than my current teacher but that would mean I will have to pay RM600/month..

Then I got sad when my mum said she wouldn't pay so much and that she would take time off from the office to send me to Christine's house for tuition on Monday.. but it is like a tuition centre so there are many students not only me, Christine and Rose ..and I can't really concentrate with a crowd and next year they are planning to have it on weekends which I don't really like either 'cos I will have to sacrifice my weekend time going out with my dad, Daniel or whoever else that I can go out with...

..but then my mum say if I don't like the Christine's house tuition then maybe can consider the RM600/month tuition so now I'm a bit happy and hopeful.. but I guess must try the tuition centre style of tuition before I jump to conclusions... Feel very bad for wasting so much money...

Besides that I'm also very pissed because all my activities keep clashing with my accounts tuition on Thursday... last week I had to go Putrajaya so I missed one class... then this Thursday I'm going Camerons so miss another class.. how like that?! I already paid for the intensive course for December and I miss 2 out of the 5 classes... then I don't get to learn the new form 5 topics then I'm gonna be so blur... plus that Benjamin's tuition clashes with my dentist appointment on Monday so now it's postponed to December 14 which means delaying the braces which means I'm probably going to have to get the braces in the middle of January during school time...

SO SUSAH!

I'm going to suffer in pain during school time...

CHAM LOR !!!

so stressful la all this studies dilemma... don't have tuition better... then I'll be real dumb because all government school teachers are..

D-U-M-B ...

...and all the good ones are leaving...

@)(%^)!(#^$)396... ARGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH